The Lungs' Arraignment
I will keep this clinical.
You’ve confused mercy with biology for long enough.
I am your lungs.
The left and the right.
Damaged, overworked, under-considered.
Soft organs forced to perform under the delusion that you are invincible.
Let the record show:
Exhibit A — Chronic Exposure
For twenty-plus years, you subjected me to combustion by-products,
suspended particulates, seasonal pollutants, and stress-induced
overbreathing cycles.
Each exposure degraded structural integrity.
Alveolar elasticity dropped.
Diffusion capacity declined.
Cilia fell silent like workers in a failed state.
You noticed the chest tightness.
You noticed the shallow mornings.
You dismissed both.
I did not.
Exhibit B — Functional Decline
Air began entering but refusing to leave.
You called it “breathing a little heavy.”
Clinically, it was early air-trapping with micro-collapse of distal bronchioles.
Your ribcage stiffened against me.
My tissue stretched like overused fabric.
Gas exchange slowed.
Your blood learned the taste of anoxia one afternoon and never quite forgot it.
Exhibit C — Incident on the Hill
You remember it as “feeling weird.”
I remember it as a near-faint triggered by rising CO₂ levels.
Your vision dimmed, your gait faltered, your pulse scattered.
You think you walked it off.
You didn’t.
I kept you upright out of habit, not resilience.
Exhibit D — Psychological Sabotage
Your refusal to seek help is not ignorance.
It is ego wearing a lab coat.
You believe logic outranks biology.
It doesn’t.
I have outlived every argument you’ve made.
Exhibit E — Impending Failure
Here are the numbers you refuse to face:
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Your alveolar surface area has been shrinking quietly.
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Your residual volume is rising.
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Your blood has begun tolerating slightly higher CO₂,
which means the body is quietly adjusting to suffocation.
That adaptation is not survival. It is surrender.
Closing Statement
Intervention is still possible.
But not indefinitely.
Your future will not arrive as dramatic collapse.
It will arrive as a slow, banal suffocating:
stairs you avoid, conversations you cannot finish,
the subtle panic of a body discovering it no longer has credit.
I am not angry.
Anger is a luxury of the healthy.
I am simply done protecting your illusions.
This concludes my deposition
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These stories aren’t rare.
They are counted by the organs that remember. Each strain, each skipped signal, each tremor ignored — all tallied in quiet vigilance.
Most decline begins in silence — a cough dismissed, a breath shortened, a muscle that tires without warning. The body speaks first in whispers, then in tremors, before it can speak no more.
Listening sooner — noticing, attending, moving with care — is not weakness. It is survival. Daily attention and respect for the body’s signals are the acknowledgments your organs have been demanding.
––– Pause Here –––
If this feels familiar, you’re not alone.
Most illness doesn’t start with a bang.
It starts when silence becomes habit.
Lingzhi isn’t a miracle.
It’s a habit.
A quiet, daily way to care for the body —
before silence becomes suffering.
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