Salt in the Rain
Epigraph
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Part I: The Saline Hour
The air tastes faintly of minerals. Not clean salt, but the residue that clings to everything—skin, glass, lungs. We measure salinity at dawn and at dusk, though the difference is barely measurable now. The horizon is a pale scar between two greys.
The others left weeks ago. I stayed—partly duty, partly habit, partly because the body takes time to adjust to silence. Inside the station, the pipes hum with filtered water, but even that hum feels dry. My tongue cracks when I speak. The skin around my knuckles fissures, thin as paper.
The sensors blink. Numbers stream. I write them down with the reverence of a prayer I no longer understand. Water percentage, pH, sodium density—every metric points to thirst on a planetary scale. The sea is everywhere, but none of it can be drunk.
At midday, condensation gathers on the lab’s north window. A single bead of moisture trails down the glass, hesitant, fragile. I watch it like an animal might watch fire. The droplet trembles, divides, disappears into the dust at the sill.
I sip from my bottle. The water tastes metallic, sterile. My throat remembers another texture—river water, rainwater, the shock of it cold and alive. But memory is unreliable when you live by measurement.
At night, the air presses closer. Salt crystallises on my bedding, small constellations that glow faintly in the monitor’s light. Breathing feels like inhaling through cloth. I dream of rain falling on bare skin, a sensation so foreign now it wakes me.
The body records drought quietly: slower pulse, blurred thought, an
ache behind the eyes. Every cell contracts. Attention narrows until the
world becomes granular—salt, light, static. Yet inside that contraction,
something flickers: a desire not just to drink, but to feel fluid
again.
Part II: The Evaporation Field
Outside, the evaporation field stretches for kilometres: shallow trays of seawater left to die under the sun. When the wind rises, it lifts sheets of white dust that shimmer like glass in suspension. The dust enters everything. It coats my eyelids, gums, lungs.
I walk the perimeter each morning, clipboard in hand, though there’s nothing left to measure. The instruments respond sluggishly, as if fatigue has reached metal. Data still arrives, sterile and obedient. But meaning has drifted somewhere offshore.
At night, condensation gathers on the monitor screens—minute beads forming and vanishing. I imagine them as lost memories, trying to return through the glass. The body responds in kind: lips cracking, skin tightening, sleep fragmenting into dry intervals.
One evening, I forget to record the readings. Instead, I sit outside and wait for the impossible. A cloud forms, low and heavy, dissolving before it crosses the bay. The wind carries a trace of moisture, enough to sting. The smell of phantom rain.
Something stirs under the ribs—neither hope nor despair, but thirst. A
cellular yearning. It feels like the beginning of speech, or of prayer.
Part III: The Remembering Rain
Dawn brings no promise. Only a thin mist hovers over the evaporation trays, hesitant and faint. I step outside barefoot, letting the chill bite through the soles. Each droplet that settles on my skin is small, almost imperceptible, yet unmistakable.I cup my hands, collect water that is barely water, and drink. It tastes of dust and salt, but it tastes alive. The tongue remembers liquid again. The throat stretches, smooths, awakens. Every cell seems to sigh.
Inside, the instruments hum with predictable monotony. Outside, the world glistens faintly in the first light. I trace the condensation along the glass walls and feel the pulse beneath my ribs. Tremor eases. Sleep becomes possible. The body whispers, and I listen.
I perform the small rituals with deliberate care: measure, sip, breathe, walk. Attention anchors movement. Micro-habits accumulate like water filling a slow channel. Fatigue remains, but it is no longer the only voice.
Memory returns with sensation: the taste of rain on the tongue, the wetness of leaves, the effortless slide of a stream over fingers. The body, long neglected, begins to map itself anew. Attention becomes sovereignty. Hydration becomes both literal and metaphorical: replenishment of self, of awareness, of continuity.
Even here, surrounded by salt and dust, the simplest act—drinking, noticing, breathing—feels radical. It is enough.
The horizon lightens. Mist lifts. My reflection in the glass smiles faintly back, unfamiliar and steady. The body remembers water. The mind steadies. The narrative of neglect recedes into ritualized recovery.
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These stories aren’t rare.
They’re just rarely told early enough.
Subhealth often hides in endurance.
Early signs are subtle —
thirst, dry skin, fatigue, slowed cognition, muscular cramping, restless sleep.
Each is a quiet signal —
the body asking for balance before chronic dehydration, cellular water deficit, or neural and muscular compromise develops.
Subhealth is the dialogue before diagnosis —
the body’s early language of self-preservation.
Listening sooner — through mindful hydration, attention to
environmental cues, and micro-habits supporting fluid balance — is not
weakness.
It is survival.
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If this feels familiar, you’re not alone.
What matters most is noticing —
and choosing to listen, before silence deepens.
Lingzhi isn’t a miracle.
It’s a habit.
A quiet, daily way to care for the body —
before silence becomes suffering
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Lingzhi is a traditional food, long used to support balance and general well-being.
It is not intended to diagnose, treat, cure or prevent any disease.
Individuals
with existing medical conditions or those taking medication should
consult a qualified healthcare professional before use.
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